all i wanted was the world
i can't help that i need it all
primadonna | marina & the diamonds
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hey i started school this week
and i get my bracES OFF IN 10 DAYS
ok
here's a survey
feel free to steal
(((((i can't stop using the color blocks help)))))
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Have you ever:
1) Self harmed?
not really
2) Got into a real fight?
no
3) Been too depressed to move out of your bed?
yes
4) Tried to commit suicide?
no but i've thought of several ways in my house lolz
5) Had to lie to EVERYONE about how you felt?
of course
6) Watched an entire season of a TV show in one sitting?
actually no
7) Talked yourself out of serious trouble?
yes ahaha my dad found a bottle cap of mike's hard lemonade in my car because my friends and i drove to the beach and they drank, but i didn't (designated driver) and i lied ahah
8) Accused someone of using you?
no
9) Shoplifted?
no
10) Gotten drunk/high?
no i have better things to do
11) Been to a concert where your favourite artist was playing?
pretty much every concert i've been to
12) Skipped doing homework to play a video game?
no
(Right now) Are you:
13) Suicidal?
no
14) Bored?
yes
15) Avoiding someone?
not really
16) Avoiding some task?
cleaning my room and my mom just yelled at me hA
17) Depressed?
nah
18) Crying?
no
19) Annoyed with a friend?
yes
20) Worried and confused about something important to you?
yes
Do you:
21) Get depressed easily?
yes
22) Get jealous/envious easily?
YES
23) Feel listening to music can take your mind off things?
yes
24) Worry about messing about your relationships a lot?
what
25) Try hard in all your classes at school?
no
26) Go out drinking?
no
27) Smoke cigarettes?
no
28) Smoke weed?
no
29) Do any hard drugs?
no
30) If you said yes to 28 but no to 29, Why?
welp
31) Believe in God/Belong to a religion of your own free will?
yes
32) Avoid people you care about because you feel you will only hurt them?
no
33) Agree that self harm numbs emotional pain?
no
34) Believe people deserve second chances?
ya why not
35) Agree with ‘An eye for an eye, a tooth for a tooth’? (ignoring the religious relation to that saying)
no but i believe in karma
36) Think things will get better?
not really
37) Feel afraid that you have done wrong and will eventually be punished?
no
38) (be honest) Do you judge people who think differently to you? (seriously, be honest)
i don't judge others, but i get really curious and ask them about it and i think it comes off as judgmental but i'm just a curious person. like i want to know why people are vegetarians, or don't believe in god, or why they aren't for gay marriage. fuck, i want to know why people hate fast food man i just want to know how people think which is why i'm so excited for ap psych this year
Preference in boyfriend/girlfriend:
39) Long hair OR short hair?
well i don't want him to have longer hair than me. or hair like my brother and he has long hair.
40) (For Girls one) nice smile OR nice abs?
smile
41) (For Guys one) nice smile OR nice chest?
42) Shy OR open?
either. i like this shy guy and i like this outgoing guy.
43) Eyes OR body?
i really love eyes, but body is important too
44) Religious OR non-religious?
doesn't matter. as long as we could talk about it that'd be cool
45) Caring OR non-restricting of you?
caring
46) Straight edge OR non-straight edge?
well if he doesn't pressure me into it, we're cool
47) Piercings OR no piercings?
nah i'm not big on piercings
48) Tattoos OR no tattoos?
don't care
49) Quiet stay-at-home type OR party type?
stay at home like me lol
50) Has friends you get along with OR has parents you get along with?
i'd rather get along with his parents
Would you:
51) Drink alcohol until you were drunk?
no i mean. you don't remember shit so why would i do that when i could watch tv
52) Smoke weed?
no
53) Smoke cigarettes?
no
54) Get even with someone who betrayed you?
karma, man
55) Forgive a boyfriend/girlfriend who deeply hurt you?
forgiving is very cleansing, but it'll take awhile
56) Attempt to kill yourself if everything fails you?
haven't ever gotten to that point, so i hope not
57) Keep your faith (any religious view) no matter what?
eh i'm not a religious person
58) Join a band as a part time activity?
hellz ya
59) Feel sorry for someone who is being affected negatively from alcohol/drug abuse?
sure, but i mean, they did it to themselves. they need to get themselves help and i'll support them, but if they don't. sucks to suck man
60) Stand up for your beliefs if someone strongly goes against them?
sure, but i won't try to persuade them. i won't be a jerk, but if they're being rude and ignorant, i'll get frustrated and hate them and wish bad things upon them
61) Go vegetarian for a month to see what is was like?
no my doctor says that's bad for me. i'm skinny enough, i need my protein man. i'll lose weight and i need to gain it
62) Fight someone who was harassing your friends/family?
well, not punch them because i'll hurt myself more
63) Edit photos of yourself before posting them online?
no unless i have a horrible zit
64) Put up with friends who constantly hated against something you believed in/supported?
yea
65) Be friends with someone who was nice to you, but a c/unt to other people?
no that's so two faced
66) Not like someone simply because your friend(s) didn’t like them?
nah
67) Lie to someone close to you because you don’t want them put up with your problems?
yes
68) Starve yourself so you fit some certain clothes?
i look like i starve myself and clothes don't fit me
69) Get surgery on any part of you? If yes then which part of you?
noSE JOB
70) Sleep naked?
no
You can only choose one:
71) Black or Orange?
orange
72) Metalcore OR Post-Hardcore?
what
73) Cellphone or Computer?
computer
74) Chocolate milk OR Coke?
chocolate milk
75) Tumblr OR Friends?
tumblr (((((sorry not sorry)))))
76) Apple OR PC?
apple
77) TV Shows OR Movies?
fuck man. tv shows????
78) Old bands OR new Bands?
old bands what????
79) Pop-Punk OR Alternative Rock?
pop punk i guess
80) Reading OR Listening to music?
muSIC
81) Coke OR Pepsi? Define your reason for your choice.
coke because pepsi is s/hit
82) Staying who you are OR changing yourself drastically?
staying who i am
83) Breakdown OR Clean vocal bridge?
breakdown??
84) Jonny Craig OR Kellin Quinn? Define your reason for your choice.
um
85) Ronnie OR Craig? Define your reason for your choice.
uh
86) Your life as a comedy OR Your life as a documentary?
documentary
"and here we see the ginger typing quickly on her keyboard. her eyes are darting across the page, but we can't see what she is saying. she stops, giggles, and continues. we think this means she thinks she's funny."
87) Go to outer space OR Go all around Europe?
eurOPE
88) Shoes OR Shirts?
shoes
89) Chelsea Grin OR Suicide Silence?
wha
90) Drop out of school to get a job OR stay at school and finish your education. Define your reason for your choice.
stay in school because i hate working
Almost over:
91) So far have you told 90 truths? And for f/uck sake be honest.
yes
92) Are you quiet about your social life with your family?
no
93) Do you want to travel when you are older?
yes
94) Would you let go of people who mean the most to you to follow your dreams?
nah
95) Did you notice there are no s/ex related questions?
no
96) Rather be the opposite gender?
yes i love mens fashion
97) What will you name your son/daughter?
no idea but i love eleanor for a girl
98) Do you get harassed more than most people do?
yes for being skinny and a ginger
99) What band do you hate the most? Define your reason.
i don't really have one
100) What makes you a bad person in your mind?
i judge people just by looking at them